ABOUT

My name's Anna.
I'm a junior in college.
I study engineering.
And I'm trying to lose weight. Always.

I went through treatment in 2010.
The treatment didn't stick.

I don't feel as consumed with my eating disorder as I used to, but in some ways that makes it worse.
I'm not as sick, but because of that, I'm not going to get help with the way I am now.
It's just not bad enough to warrant making a big deal out of it.

I don't throw up 3 times a day anymore.
I don't subsist on just 500 calories per day.
And I don't work out for 3 hours straight in the middle of the night.

But I still throw up.
And I still skip as many meals as I can.
Some days I don't eat anything until dinner time.
And...I still don't want to stop.
I want to go more.